I know the right thing to do. I know by now that I should have the confidence to do whatever I want do. I mean, come on man.
I know I am not an expert, but I know that I an more than competent.
So what is holding me back from like truly believing in myself? Why do I insist that I have so many short comings and so much to learn? Why can I not after a year of being in leadership throw my weight around? I constantly resent people because they do not respect that fact that they should listen to me. I never demand that they listen, which is my problem, they just don’t get it. My advice is not an negotiable item at an auction, it’s a highly refined opinion that you really should do. I mean, come on, lady.
Anyway, harmonizing the nonchalance of adaptation with the hyper sensitivity of precision can be a bit of a tight rope stroll, if you catch my drift. I gotta say, I feel like I have I met my match. I work in a kitchen that has a strange balance of personalities and attitudes. Maybe never has so many different people cohabited that same space and time, with timidly snarkly me caught right in the twilight.