How many things do I do out of boredom?
I guess if you don’t have to worry about feeding a family, about paying the mortgage, affording the car, making new friends, then you have a lot of time on your hands. It’s not like I have a lot of time, but when I have any at all, I get bored. But boredom is a luxury, and I don’t get it often with all the diversion all abound- there is wine, there is art, there is writing, there is time for reflection.
I used to say that I don’t get bored, but that is a lie. I am pretty much always bored, that’s why I fill my life with the same tenacity that I fill my work schedule, the same drive that I run my mouth when it is filled with wine. I always have to be on the go, I lave to always be stalking with my magnetic fingers, with my expressive sentences, with my eclectic thoughts.
This gets me in trouble more than in gets a way to find revenue. I lacked focus, I lack inspiration, I lack discipline?
I am thankful that I have always been terrible at video games, least my life would be much more stagnant.